Fast forward

Do you ever feel like you want to just press fast forward on your life? I know I do; and it makes me scared how often. There's few times I can recall where I have actually felt fulfilled at anyone moment. Sometimes, I want to go back and relive certain moments. The ones I took for granted at the time. But, mostly I just want to go forward. I see myself, successful after all my hard work and dedication. But, the process is tricky. It almost feels like I'm never going to get to that point in my life where I feel completely whole.